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I've been thinkin a lot the last few days. Had some new information brought to my attention. Lots of family drama.

I've been thinking a lot about kevin and I. Things seem very possitive right now. I realize that with him I have the chance to start my own family. That I can live my life without repeating other peoples mistakes.

I knew when I first ( Read more... )

If I survive this, I'll be amazed.

Old stirrings won't stop. The kind of flutters that scare me the most. The kind that make me forget to breathe. Panic attacks. I wish I trusted myself enough to know when to listen. To know when they were more than my ridiculous hormones.

I refuse to restart the cycle. I want happiness and if that means being ( Read more... )

My life is a rollercoaster lately...

It seems the thing I want the most is constantly out of reach.

It teases me. I paw and paw at it but all I do is bat it away.

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